So there is about to be a lot of complaining and random ramblings. Do not follow the link if ya don’t wanna read it. =-) You have been warned. =-D

So I am watching Deja Vu with denzel washington and val kilmer. It bugs me when a movie says something like “I’ll talk slowly so the people in the room with phd’s can understand me.” At least when it is in this context. I have been fortunate enough to know a number of very inteligent people who know pretty much everything. You can hand them an abstract idea and they can run with it and know it very well. The problem is people meet the phd recipients who have simply stayed with a subject long enough to get their phd and they are, in point of fact, morons. These are the people who think taking all the guns away will solve all the violent crime. Because guns have an unnatural ability to sway people it makes them do crazy evil things that they would ordinarily never do. Lets ignore the fact that in swords and knives and bows have killed more people than guns. (okay maybe not) but still lets ban knives! we can all eat our steaks with our teeth the way ma nature intended.

Ive been feeling very introspective the past few days I blame lack of sleep. Its like without enough sleep I can’t run the functions that keep my mood elevated.

speaking of elevated moods, I have been listening to some tracks I bought from trackitdown. I was driving yesterday, going to trader joes, right as the sun was setting and the feeling of driving while “no way back” by ‘R.E.N.O.I.S.E’ was playing I tell you it was a feeling of utter euphoria to feel the car moving and the air blowing past me (windows down and sun roof open) It made me think that those are the moments, I have had a few of them, that make me the happiest. I feel so ALIVE and right at those moments like the universe has aligned and everything is right where it should be. It’s pretty nice. =-)

I wanted to say a lot more but it’s all gone. Hmm think, your mind is always your mind, the one now is the same one you had three years ago, it is also the one you had 5 years from now. hmm. Think of the past and present as PLACES and you start to get my meaning. You think you can go to the same place you were yesterday but you cant because that was YESTERDAY. Time and space are the samething,, everyplace sorry, every TIME is someplace new. Each moment is a new place each place is a new time. arg head is hurting. Im bored and lonely so I am gonna go make a quesodilla and do some more home work. Watch this space for story updates,, or rather there will be a place to check.

c ya l8r.