It has been just over a fortnight since my last posting. By the time I am done with this it will be a nice even 16 days I am sure. In those two weeks I have taken two tests, written 30+ pages of papers and reports, given two presentations earned one bachelors degree gone on one date and gotten an average of 5.2 hours of sleep a night and sat in my chair in front of my computer for probably a solid 5 days if not more.

Whining and crying to follow.

I am in kind of a dark place right now, I always get melancholy around the end of a semester and the end of my undergraduate educational career is that feeling times about 50. It wouldn’t be so bad except that everyone I know is either going on vacation or gone on vacation. I am feeling extremely lonely and cut off. I am supposed to have a job over the summer but so far I haven’t heard anything from my prospective employer. I am watching ‘28 days later’ in the middle of the night by myself. How sad =-)

I had wanted to keep this blog more professional but I guess this post kills that idea. Oh well I need to vent but I have no other venue so here it is. Ultimately i wish I had someone to talk to but I really don’t I have been alone for a long time and it looks like it’s gonna stay that way. I mean really once you hit a certain age making friends isn’t easy. For me it was never easy at all. Now I have to deal with the fact that all the people I meet are either married or involved and being the weird single guy is lonly ‘cuz either no one wants to hang out with you or if you hang out with anyone they AREN’T single and it throws into extreme contrast the fact that YOU are. So you either hang out with no one, or you hang out with people and feel even more lonely after. It stinks plain and simple. whats the solution? the cross between an elephant and a rhino. Elephino. I know its all my own mind that’s causing the troubles but it deals with emotion which is, in-fact, all in your head. Well okay i know it also deals with glands and the like but whatever I am depressed and that’s what I see as the cause. Also a lack of exercise, sleep, and proper nutrition. So I’m gonna go to bed, eat a good breakfast, and ask a girl if she wants to go to the movies tomorrow. problem solved.

movie is over. bed is calling.